December 2010
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Alan's Right.
I’m a horrific little monster. But I do like to test theory with experiment.
Hypothesis: If I push you once you’ll go away forever You say: I’ll always be there. I do one thing to irratate you. Poof. Just like magic you dissappear. It is a bitchy thing to do but I have just gained five dollars and a lot of explaing todo. Oh joy.
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Hypocritical.
But there are reasons I wish I didn’t have people I knew at school following me on tumblr. I can’t openly express myself. Ugh fuck my life.
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Friends
I don’t have many friends. Actually as I move along in my years I don’t feel like I have any. I don’t have that one person that understands me. That one person thatknows my moods better than anyone else. I don’t have anyone that puts up with my bull shit. I don’t have anyone that calls me just to tell me something wonderful has happened. I go to school and see people...
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Tumblr Friends
I love Tumblr friends like Kell. Only she would understand my rage from a bitch claiming not to like batman…
Anonymous asked: I Don't Like Batman
Anonymous asked: I Don't Like Batman
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Tomorrow...
Tomorrow promises to be an interesting day. I’ll be spending tomorrow with my boyfriend. Most likely soon to be ex. I just hope that I’m strong enough to go through with this. This time. I mean I truely care for Darius. And I feel very happy to have met him but I will never learn to love him as a man. And maybe he is right. I can’t keep comparing everything and everyone to the...
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Medication
Sometimes I want to throw away all my meds. All the pills quit therapy and try to get through shit on my own. But I’m scared I’ll relapse. I’m not sure if I’m that strong.
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The Oath
“For hearts long lost and full of fright, For those alone in blackest night, Accept our ring and join our fight, Love conquers all— With violet light”
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Happy Monsters: On Prejudice (Response) →
happymonsters:
To you, everyone who enjoys the idea of sex, or is open to sexuality, is a slut. To you, everyone - even a complete stranger - who gets into a threesome on a drunken night is a whore. To you, everyone who is atheist is anarchist and has no morals. To you, everyone who drinks and parties has no…
I’m glad someone posted something like this. It’s a very touchy...
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Last night was hell.
I barely remember what happened.
I’m glad Alan was there for me though.
I can’t wait to get out of this hospital.
I hate these places they give me the creeps.
shedim asked: heh aw thank you :3
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shedim asked: heh aw thank you :3
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Hope and Pray.
I hope Tumblr doesn’t become a hype at my school. I swear I’ll kill myself if a bunch of people start using it. I don’t want anyone knowing my tumblr. How else am I supposed to write about how I honestly feel. I wish everyone would just shut the fuck up about tumblr. It’s supposed to be an escape. It can’t be an escape if every bitch on the block knows about...
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Anonymous asked: How far have you ever gone with a guy?
Anonymous asked: How far have you ever gone with a guy?
Anonymous asked: Can you show us one of your pole tricks?
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TMI Tuesday
Come home from a long day at work and actually have TMI questions….
Anonymous asked: Can you show us one of your pole tricks?
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Feeling Depressed?
Take a spin on your pole while blaring the kingdom hearts soundtrack. Depression gone.
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What are we doing?
You are running around fucking up your life, doing drugs, screwing around with other chicks to get away from the pain. Pain that I caused you. To get over me. I’m submitting to torture. Dating a person I don’t love, and I know I never will. Sleeping on the streets. To protect you from a monster. To get over you. But it isn’t working. Not for either of us. We are just running in...
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LOOK PRETTY, PLAY DIRTY.
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Scared
So my boyfriend had a schizophrenic break down on sunday and he still hasn’t recovered from it. I’m not sure which one of his personalities is dominant right now but he is seriously scaring me. I’m not sure how to help him. Apparently he’s trying to hurt members of his family and he won’t even respond to his normal name. Omg. I don’t even remember what happened...
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I'm that weird kid.
So I’m that weird kid that paniced at every motorcycle she saw on the way home after see the epic movie Tron: Legacy because I thought it was rouge programs coming to exteriminate me because I was a user…
