I’ve only had them scrabbled. 
Can anyone tell me if they are any good? 

Jaded, 
Am I jaded?
I’ve never really thought about it before. 
Am I dried out. Worn down.
I’ve never considered it.
Maybe I am.
Why don’t I trust him.
He hasn’t really done anything to make be believe other wise but I just have this nagging feeling he doesn’t care.
He can’t explain why he cares or even what it’s like.
Maybe it’s too soon to ask for that but it eats away.
I don’t want him to care about me.
Boys like him to fall for girls like me.
Broken nasty remains of whatever turmoil came before.
He says he wishes he could make me think outwise about myself.
I sneer because he doesn’t wish hard enough to show me.
Words are pretty, actions are flashy I like both.
A healthy balance of either.
I don’t want a boy like him to fall for a girl like me.
I want him to have the world.
Everything that is good and wonderful in it.
Everything I can’t be.
I want him to have every happiness.
I just don’t fit into that picture with anyone.
I’m sorry.  

Okay so there is like this video on my dash that has gone effing viral of some girl. Sobbing her eyes out because someone on tumblr sent a letter to her house telling her parents she was a lesbian. 

Here is a Link to it if You haven’t seen it

Okay first off. I don’t think that was okay. 
It’s wrong to just jump into someone’s life like that. 
It’s wrong to force someone to do or say something they weren’t ready for. 
It’s wrong to hurt a families relationship like that. 
And it’s fucking scary as hell but she isn’t being very intelligent herself. 


Okay I know this is going to sound a bit harsh or whatever but I don’t care. 
To the people who put, their whole lives, I mean every single detail of their fucking life on the internet, and then somebody they don’t want to finds it and uses it against them. I’m sorry but you really don’t deserve any sympathy.
This is the internet. Everything you put on it can be viewed by millions of people. Unless you are on a strictly secure network. Passwords can be broken, and accounts can be hacked. 
Don’t Put anything you wouldn’t want anyone to see on the net.
It’s that simple.
And also if someone get’s their hands on your data and uses it in a way that you don’t see fit don’t blame them and cry about how they are ruining your life. 
You ruined your life by putting personal shit on the fucking World wide web.
Yes, People shouldn’t steal information.
Yes, People should stay out of each other’s business.
But they don’t and you should know that stop complaining  and deal with your own ignorance. 
I mean sure it might be nice to have fans on the internet that appear to care about you but honestly they won’t be there if shit gets real so You might need to find another creative outlet. 
I mean it’s kinda painful for me to say that but it’s true. 
You can’t just put your life on the net. And I don’t think this girl has learned her lesson either because she is still putting her drama on the net.
My heart goes out to her. It really does.
But she should use the web more wisely.
 

comevisitmymind:

I agree. I take ages to choose the perfect outfit, and the jewellery to match. And sometimes, if I can be bothered, I’ll add in eyeliner and lipgloss. Not to mention fixing my hair… which can take time.

But they think I am ”dressing up” for the guys at uni. But I did the same thing back at my ALL…

You aren’t but I feel your pain. 
Boys all drop their jaws when they hear my major.
They are like
Wow you are so pretty.
Meh.